Oh man, I think I am the stupidest idiot in the world. I could even beat so just together so much! When I was
before graduating from high school to my old school, I had about over in the ninth grade with a student one step I made friends. And we have done so much together and we got on well, and I've adored because she was really a great person.
A year later, I was in the tenth, had to Antonia, which incidentally is her name, unfortunately, gone. She had received an apprenticeship in the Black Forest and our contact less and less and eventually no longer was available. We have never seen again.
Lately, I've pretty much re-thinking of them and me any scenarios presented, as we meet again and we fall into the arms and all that crap. But I was somehow always too cowardly to call them times. I also did not know whether the number that I have of her, at all true, and ... oh no Ahung, I always had a silly excuse. Actually, I ship. What? I just do not know.
And today, no not today, just now, before kapp about half an hour (!), I am with some friends outside the station because one of them wanted to get their train, and here she comes. Antonia! I was totally stunned, I do not even know if she has ever seen me not only recognized, but she ran past me. One meter distance.
Before I knew what was going on, she disappeared round the corner. And I have done nothing, NOTHING. Why? That would have been perhaps the only opportunity. Why am I
not run after or have called or said anything? Why am I always such a cowardly asshole?
I'm annoyed me so shitty about my disability, although this would be the most normal things in the world. Only for me does not seem to!
I now tried to call her, but apparently she has a different number.
Maybe I'll never see them again and ask me for ever, what would have happened if ...
She was always a real genius, great friend.
But Karo's time has messed up again. Shit!
had I only get rid of shortly.
Bye.
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